My mister boy is almost 6 months old, which I can not believe! At times, these last 6 months have seemed to fly by. At other moments, it's been a slow journey. Regardless, it has been the most transforming, challenging and magical time in my life. I'm learning new things all the time, about myself and my baby.
One thing I have learned so far? You can't be in a rush when it comes to having a little human to care for. With each month comes brand new adventures and milestones. I get so excited for each new stage, that sometimes I wish I could speed up a bit just so I can see what Maverick will be doing next month! I have actually caught myself wishing he was this age or that already, while other mama's are wishing their bigger babes were his age again. Seeing older babies really makes me want Maverick to grow up some more.
I'm not sure if any other mom's go through this, but I am working really hard on not thinking ahead and simply enjoying the moments with Mav right now. The reality is that he is already growing way too fast-I mean, half a year has already rolled on by! I need to savor each moment and be present in the now for him. He will get there in time.
I think what's difficult is getting used to the slower pace. When you have a little baby, life slooooows down in some major ways. It's not a bad thing at all, just a big adjustment-one I am still working on. What makes it more challenging is the fact that I am home with Maverick most of the time (at least until I start work again). I'm positive all stay at home mama's go through this! It's very hard to be alone with a baby all day, even when you get out and meet up with people. It can be pretty isolating and easy to fill your head with thoughts about your future big baby. So, my goal is stop thinking about my babe in the future and enjoy him now; to appreciate this slower pace and relish in these moments. Cause I know these next 6 months are going to fly by and I will be longing for these moments back!
Some ways to help me with this goal is to start meeting up more with other mom's, fill our days with fun activities and to stop comparing my baby with other babies (a natural thing to do, but not good!).
I intend on reminding myself everyday how lucky I am to be able to stay home with Maverick & be there for him at this important time in his life. I will never be able to get this time back, so it's so crucial that I truly enjoy it. I will embrace these slower moments like taking in a long whiff of a fragrant flower, smelling natures gift with my whole being.
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